It's coming together!!!! My spirit is coming up!!! weary but healable... set up tomorrow...

Date:   11/6/2007 3:48:42 PM ( 17 y ago)

1:32 PM
November 7, 07

It's coming together.
the Imac was just loading up an application
called HP Photosmart....It was taking so long...
that I took a very needed catnap.

I fee...

Oh....that application just unexpectedly quit in the background....
MESSAGE....

It wasn't helping me much anyway, except
to give me a rest moment.

This has been one of the most difficult down spirits I recall,
but then Scorpios--my birth sign--are all about Death and Rebirth.

The key to rebirth is not remembering the down times,
especially when the UP times are about to Unfold.

Gosh! This is a hard one to forget!!!!!

My self confidence really got low!

It is helping looking at the digial images from last's years
Pacific Symposium.

You can see some of them on the Blog called
Altar Photos

Also Getting Help--Vital Help is essential.

I was so scared I would be caugt with my pants down on this one.

I was completely out of shape to do a Conference.

I can see the outline in 3d now set up in the Living room here
at the house....

I still need a lot of signage....

There have been so many glitches.

One of the most difficult was a Massive Computer Crash
that took away address book, calendar for the year, financial records
photo organization, all the things that help me organize a very
abnormal life.

They say Genius is by Nature Imbalanced.
Genius is a quality that comes out of Extremes
and also it is a Soul GIft.

It is nothing to get ego about.
If I could trade the quality of Genius for a simple life in Tahiti
in a hut, just having a loving mate and a bunch of children,
there are 6 out of 10 times you asked that I would say,
Please get me out of here.

I can hardly deal with the Results I have created...
I really gave it a good attempt all summer and fall.
The foundation was cracking.

I do not want to be arrogant to repeat the EG Teaching
that Breakdowns are intended to turn into breakthroughs.

It has been a living hell.

My kidneys are aching in the low back.
By grace I am typing on this left hand.
By grace shooting sciatic pains of the last ten days are not showing up right now.

I have been working night and day.
I have been up till 1:30 AM and working early.

The plants have given me support and the weather this week,
protecting the flowers.

Tiffany Hansen, the program director for Pac Sym is a doll.
She is a total embodiment of ...

I am going to call her and leave a love note...

catch up later...

much more to do...

Got to go to the City Farmers Nursery...

It is coming together!!!!




Begin forwarded message:

From: "Ray Kau (SP HIL)"
Date: November 6, 2007 10:59:17 AM PST
To: "Leslie Goldman"
Cc: "Carolyn Kates (SP HIL)"
Subject: RE: Reminder---Costa Rican Flower Bouquet ready for pickup please 12:30 PM Wed. this week Please confirm--Mariah Guillot will pick up for me

Hi Leslie,



Krylon in Floral will have your arrangement ready by noon tomorrow.



Please drop off the vase today if possible. You may wish to check in with Krylon tomorrow morning.



Regards,



Ray Kau / Marketing

Whole Foods Market Hillcrest

(619) 294-2800 (619) 294-2830 fax

711 University Ave San Diego 92103



 

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