September 27, 07
Many of the Senstive Ones are entering a Period of the Dark Night of the Soul.
I am experiencing this Dark Night Daily.
The Fear levels, the sense of overwhelm, are Extreme.
I am finding myself lying in Bed daily
holding my Heart.
At Night, during the Dark, for two nights now,
I'm having incredible dreams. I having been
seeing the Light.
I attribute these dreams being boosted forth
by Plant Spirit Medicine.
I am ingesting quantiies of Auravedic Herbs
given me by the Master Nuva Yeetah, bottles of herbs
I have stored but not taken for many months.
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9:55 AM
September 27, 07
appointment scheduled
for this Sunday September 30, 07
with Nuva, 12:30 PM
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My Spirit has been guiding me to take these,
inspired by My Left Hand/ For six weeks now,
I have been having extreme arthritic and tendon pains
in My Left Hand. I have arthritis through my spine,
neck, shoulders, and hips. I do not have arthritis
in my hands or feet.
1. One of the Gifts of helping Clear my Father's apartment
late in this Summer was finding a pristine copy of
"The Rebirth of Mother Earth." This is a book I wrote
in the 80's.
I am rediscovering the Power of the Prayers in this book.
I now have the Technology to produce my Old Books as Ebooks.
The Message of the recent Eclipses for me
was that I, as an Urban Shaman, was being asked
to go through the Eye of the Needle.
This relates to the Jesus Teaching about a Rich Man
not being able to get into Heaven because of having Too Many Things.
I am paraphrasing.
I spent an Extremely Difficult Summer in what I proclaimed
The Great Earth Cleanup.
We are not, according to Essene Teachings in the 30 years of Purification.
The Earth Cleanses as we, the Forerunners, go through Personal Cleansing.
My Liver is very Toxic now from all I did this summer.
I was poisoned by Psychic Energies in the Basement, as I decluttered
what was a Herculean Task of Clearing Aspects of the Fpundation.
As Summer Ended, I went from Clearing Our/Your Basement here
in the Enchanted Garden to Clearing the Stuff from my Father/Son Relationship.
Father had a fire in his apartment. I went up to fulfill my loyalty as a son,
but experienced the same monster that I knew in Childhood. I saw many
patterns in myself that I had internalized from Father. I have not spoken to
him since. Angel Eva, my niece, helped him get back in his apartment that
was broken into days after our cleanup. That is the Energy of that place.
I have enough to do cleaning up my own stuff now. He needs to live in his
own mess as I need to live in mine. I saw an amazing similar relationship to
women for both of us.
I am being compelled now, as many of you to Proclaim Earth Mother
as my Lover. Whatever other Women want to bond with me are secondary
to this Primary Love Bond.
I am Reissuing "The Rebirth of Mother Earth" in my mind now.
I cannot say how much of this book will take form in the physical world.
In my Dream, I saw myself growing grass,
and encouraging others to do the same.
Grass, grasses of Barley, grasses of Wheat,
can be Biogenic Batteries, as Szekely called them.
Grass is 50 million years old.
Computer Technology is less than that,
way less than that.
I felt in Soul Rebellion during my recent Computer Crash.
I have been resisting getting new Computer Technology for two years.
I saw something I said in print when I visited the B'nai Horin
Jewish Renewal Community:
We can be on the Web and be part of the Web of Life as well.
This is an Enchanted Garden Teaching.
Simplify. Simplify. Simplify.
That is the Message for Going through the Eye of the Needle.
This for me is so difficult, but Essential.
Only the Soul can help us through now.
Enchanted Garden Teaching:
The Earth and the Soul are Soilmates.
What is Earth Mother asking of us now?
Rekindlie my relationship with the Enchanted Garden.
Do here, do here at home, what I am doing elsewhere.
Give up the Fear that I can loose this place.
Jensen once told a story about a wealthy men.
He said, if you take away all the money from the wealthy
and distribute it equally, within a matter of years, all the
wealth would again be drawn to the wealthy.
This is because they are wealthy in the first place.
I am not a normal person.
I had a Coaching session with Rev Judith Reno Larkin Phd
last night. I was telling her about these enormous levels of fear
that I am having everyday. Fear and Overwhelm, abandonment iisues
as if my Best Friend is out of site.
Best Friend is doing her one Work now. She does not want to be touched.
Her Immune Systme is Inflamed. Her own Liver is inflamed.
She could not handle having me in her space.
The Call is for me to Return to Earth Mother, who makes
all Women.
I am being asked to Know her, and be a Voice for myself.
Meditations on Blades of Grass,
Messages from Earth Mother
I now have the Tech to do E-books.
I will do what I can. The main thing
is actually doing the work as best I can.
I will Blog on what I do.
I will continue to share my process with you.
You are welcome to be a member of the Enchanted Garden Club
with me, because I believe we are called now to Activate our Membership in
her Enchanted Garden Club.
I offer you a free membership for the next season.
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To register your Free membership in the Enchanted Garden Club, go
to this page. You may also join, making a contribution to support
this ministry if you choose.
( Looks like my Paypal needs some attention! Fix this morning, and add free three month
membership....for 1 cent )
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I am being called to step up my activity as an Urban Shaman.
I am being called to do Simplify, as I did with the Children
during the High Holidays entering into this Fall Equinox Period.
I will do simple things that please me.
I will alllow love to enter my life more,
I will strive to attract love through Caring for my Self.
The Poetry is all written.
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Leslie Goldman
Your Enchanted Gardener Sees and Plants Seeds of Success
for super RIpe people and their Dreams.
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Other things to do, Leslie:
Work with the Holy Water of Mecca.
Give Blessings.
Plant The Seeds of the Grasses
and Grains.
Job's Tears
Barley--Everyone can grow this in a small pot.
Everyone can connect with the Grass as an antidote
to having our Immunity Fragmented by the Remains for theCemetary of
20th Century Living.
Mugwort...from Richo for Traditional Chinese Medicine folks.
Next Year for Jewish people:
Lemon Verbena...anti-depressant.
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Let my Own Dreams come true.
Let those come who wish to be in the
Enchanted Garden Intentional Community.
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Cultivate my relationship to
the Big A.
Call in the Angels.
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Spend time everyday doing what is Essential.
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