Day #1 Again Here and Now
Practice Makes Perfect, Practice Makes Perfect...
Date: 9/14/2007 9:32:05 AM ( 15 y ) ... viewed 2054 times
Okay. I'm going to count the days again. Somehow it helps.
I cannot afford to wait and go raw a month from now. If I did that I would have to be moving as a semi-cripple. I would rather be in better shape for my "new" life. And besides, I'll be busy with new stimulations, etc. and it will be a great help to me if I have already been all-raw and all-vegan for a month before I get there.
It's so crazy. Things that have not been hard for me to stay completely away from for YEARS, such as coffee, here sometimes every day I have to "quit" again during thoughts of temptation looking at the coffeepot that always has at least one cup left after the others are done.
So many silly things. Really that is silly. Why should I put myself through that? I need to OWN my change. Somehow I must own it.
It is interesting to note that once I have even just a few bites of some X-rated food that the QUANTITY of food I eat increases almost automatically. Whereas when I stay raw vegan a full week for instance my meals get lighter and food becomes less compelling -- less addictive, yet is delightful.
Today I am starting the day with watermelon. I know it will be out of season soon and am enjoying it while I can.
Thanks to nutberry for words of support. I do believe that we are helping others by going raw vegan. I was reading a bunch of Near Death Experiences (NDEs) on
yesterday and more than a few stories talk about how we are all so very much interconnected. One of the reasons it is hard to life this life on Earth is because there is such a great illusion of separateness, but even in this illusory world we affect each other more than we know...
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