The Feminine Shall Return
after I make Living Room for it.
Beginning where I am.
Going to take baby steps.
Made steps yesterday.
Date: 7/19/2011 10:00:02 AM ( 13 y ) ... viewed 1450 times
INTRO
COMING HOME IS THE BIG ISSUE
OF MY LIFE
I want to come home.
I want to be in the world as well
but not of it.
I am grateful for the opportunity
to travel at the end of September
to the Natural Product Expo East.
I have a lot of work to do at home.
I am picking up energy through
going through my Original Pain Work.
STORY ABOUT THE SILVER VS THE BRASS
SPOONS GOES HERE
To do!!!
it ended in Suicide and loss of love.
at the sink...tell it.
7:55 am
July 19, 2011
EMAIL TO CHEF JEM
July 18, 2011
One thing at a time.
I got a call from Kirk.
He said he was coming over this week.
Are you able to explain what needs to be fixed?
BROKEN DISHWASHER
I am surprised that the dish washer is still full of stuff.
No idea if that means all that stuff has been in there for two weeks.
RE: SMELL IN DISHWASHER
Do you mean there has been no way to clean that out of stagnant water?
I would appreciate you figuring out how to soak up the stagnant water,
if that is an issue.
TP
I may be able to get some more, but I will need some material to put on my blog
about how much we enjoyed it.
I know you wrote something, but I did not save it.
Would you be willing to write something up?
I would appreciate this.
EACH IDEA TAKES 1000 DETAILS
I am aware that each idea we come up with here takes 1000 details.
I am still invested in finding some resolution to stabilizing
S and P#2 with their rents.
No new projects for me to look into now
in any big way.
I am advancing Job's Return
with my first major Retracing
of Original Pain Work
through making this video here.
MY NEXT PRIORITY IS SALES TAX
AND WORKING WITH RECORD KEEPING
I have a deadline by the first of August.
CHICKENS
That is a whole other idea.
That would entail a journey across the canyon,
and being prepared for what might be said.
I am not prepared for that.
GRATEFUL
I am very much aware that I have improved my health
thanks to investing in many healing and healthy acitivities
including the farmers market.
The next steps for that are systems to have the foods
coming into the house without being wasted.
I made some progress with that
in the evening of July 18 with Ang and P #2.
ALL FOR NOW
That i all I have to say right now.
We can meet in the afternoon today
tuesday, July 19, 2011
I am making progress on my healing movie.
I will likely not want to get into any other new subjects right now.
I do not have the space in my head for them at this time.
I imagine progress will be made with the electricity this week.
Perhaps, some one, can come up with a solution for cleaning the dish washer
out.
WHEN I START TO WORK WITH FINANCES
I have some opportunities to expand in late September
however I am not looking at expanding more until I ground out
some of the things that I need to do personally here,
including working with the finances.
I will be greatly pleased when I am secure that both Su and P #2
are in good financial states.
I realize that the state of hitting up against a wall,
that caused severe mental stress during the winter inside me, could happen
again if there is not something in place with stabilizing rents.
As I come into more health, I realize how very insane
it has been here. I do not want to speak more about this,
but look foward to increased strength to deal with another
look at Dome and making sure that is stable.
I imagine you would like more from me right now,
but this is all I have to give in this moment.