Grim Subject, Yes?
I choose to educate and advocate for victims who have lost hope.
Date: 4/13/2011 11:34:32 AM ( 11 y ) ... viewed 12604 times
In my off-CureZone Life, i'm determined to be positive, jovial, and dedicated to enhancing my spiritual and physical health. I've been urged by friends and associates to ply my wry wit to standup comedy, and a reader of comments, responses, and this blog would never imagine that SoulfulSurvivor spends the majority of her time in joyous laughter and thoughtful creativity. So, why am I posting such grim, negative stuff on this blog, specifically? The reason that I am so vociferous and serious about the truths of domestic violence/abuse, malignant narcissism, and sociopathy is because the light in my eyes and my soul's wonder and mirth were very nearly lost in the bottomless hell of the Abyss of Abuse. Because I made it out making so many mistakes and still managed to reclaim my very soul. I didn't believe that I even deserved to live, and for those who are suffering unspeakable horros and terrorization, this blog of truth and healing is to affirm the abuse and to provide a ray of hope that they, too, may find their healing paths and take out just one more cog in this silent social epidemic.
Love DOES exist and it isn't the rabid physical reaction that we have been taught to associate with "love." I'm talking about "agape," which is something that I strive for - unconditional and limitless support, encouragement, and soulful beauty. I had to learn to approach "love" in a different way with a different understanding of what it really should be for me. That's not to say that I will ever "love" another human being in such a way that I will allow them to make of me a victim, again. I can speak openly and honestly without ever fearing rejection - I do not want, or NEED, anyone else's acceptance or approval, ever again. And, it's taken me nearly 30 years of brutal experiences and hard work to get to this point.
Once again, I express my deepest gratitude that this site exists, as well as http://www.lovefraud.com,
and others. I'm atill healing, still learning, and free to laugh with sincere and pure joy, rather than mimic happiness to hide deep, dark, ugly secrets.
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