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Take Care of Myself Moment
morning notes...in process..
Doing some healing work on myself
right now through writing this blog out.
I am writing in stream of consciousness.
The weather is with me.
I am reviewing the week.
I woke up with a void being felt from
deep inside where love needs to go.
I am putting attention on that void now
through writing. I am gardening my inside
right now through writing on this blog.
I am removing the void space through
blogging.
Date: 8/6/2010 12:10:58 PM ( 14 y ) ... viewed 1351 times
9:42 am
August 6, 2010
This is a take care of myself moment.
I have to do this.
I took some notes this early morning.
In gratitude, the house is somewhat quiet.
Chef Jem goes to bed after 3 am.
I was just getting up to write what I wrote here:
A, I hear some sounds, coming from the place where
she resides outside the house. It stimulates me to
call her and ask if she can begin to take care of herself
financially.
It has been a long haul.
I do not know what to say except tell the truth as
best I can this morning.
I woke up this morning with feelings of intense
anxiety in my chest region.
I looked around my room for some FES Formulas.
These feelings gave me a chance to reflect on the
Essene School of Thought Teachings I have started
to Activate again in recent days.
The Essenes School of Thought Teaches that there
is no death. We are here for the learning.
Learning is a process of remembering our wholeness.
It is a process of remember we are whole
and that love is a quality of living that holds us together.
I hear some footsteps coming down from upstairs.
It sounds like they are stopping to read the message board
outside my room.
I am sitting here in my underwear and my
shirt that says, "Life is Simple. Eat. Sleep. Garden."
I am hungry all of a sudden.
My bowel movements are still on the improved side.
This is a big deal for me. I have had persistent intense
at times diarrhea for more than three years this time around.
I seem to be benefiting from the gluten free bread I am eating.
For the first time in many years, I have been using butter,
raw butter that comes in from Grazin Acres. I have also been
eating some pasture fed cow cheese. I ate some last night.
Maybe that had something to do with the anxiety, but I do not
necessarily sense that.
WHERE HAVE I BEEN?
Hi, Leslie! Hi, Little Leslie, my inner child inside!
How are you? Have I been paying attention to you?
Have I loved you enough?
I am so sorry that my life is so pre-occupied.
I am sorry that I am attending to so many things.
Oh thank God, thank God for you God,
that I have this moment to reflect.
DARREN WEISSMAN
Darren Weissman comes into my head when
I think of the word Gratitude. That is what his work is all about.
Maybe he can be a healer for me now, during
this Summer of Shift. We talked about me being on
his radio program. I do not know where that program is.
THE TEMPERATURE RIGHT NOW
The temperature right now is very mild
ever though it is August 6.
This is making it possible for me
to write like this, even though it is 9:55 am now.
RICHARD KATZ and RENE TERESA PLATSKY
9:56 am
I was able to look for the first time since the
Natural Product Expo West at the photos I took
last March. Last Friday night, I had some time
and went to view these.
My Macbook Pro Laptop has an intel processor.
For some reason it opens on the Intel side.
I have to do option when I turn it on to get over
to the Mac Side.
I believe I copied most of those photos into
a new Iphoto Library on the Simple Drive.
GRATITUDE
I want to send Gratitude and Love to my Imac
for supporting me these days.
I want to thank the internet for supporting me these days.
I had a moment of shock before bed.
I turned on Oberman on MSNBC. Josh somebody
was taking about Net Neutrality. It sounded like a big
deal. It shocked me. I am dependent on the net
TWO MAJOR THINGS PULLING RIGHT NOW
I was really stressing on Monday.
I was working with Money Numbers.
There was a timeclock issue.
I said I would get together with Natan at 10 AM.
We did not get together until near noon.
I had to come up with some raw figures that could
show a profit and loss statement for the house.
GRATITUDE
I was working on finances all last week.
There was a lot of pressure.
Oh My God.
Gratitude. I love my niece Eva Becker.
She was writing to me via text all early yesterday morning
from Buffalo, the cemetary where her father Jack is, and then
Niagra Falls, and then JFK. I think she took a plane ride over
the falls in route to JFK.
RICHARD KATZ
I need to call RIchard Katz.
The anxiety was intense.
Renee Teresa Platsky can help too.
I have their photos in the new Iphoto Library.
POWERFUL BLOGS THIS WEEK
I wrote some powerful Plant Your Dream Blogs
this week. It would be good to review.
It really would be good to review.
I do not know consciously what Keep The Beet
was saying through my fingers this week.
Yesterday, she started to add friends.
I hope everyone knows that it is a beet who is
asking to friend them on Facebook.
Do some people just automatically say yes to
be Friends?
HUMOR
I think I wrote some humorous blogs yesterday morning.
TWO CRISIS SITUATIONS TO HANDLE
10:07 am
I am hungry.
There is one half of an override watermelon,
a yellow watermelon. I am going to delight myself
with savoring that.
I live with eight other people here.
We have a guest now who is in P's room.
I do not know where P is.
I hope you are doing well P.
I hope you will be helping with the Dome
as we discussed. Good unfoldment.
Lots of Essene Activation now.
It would be good for you to meet
The Catalyst.
10:08 am
Sounds in the kitchen.
I hear them from my door.
Hunger pains.
HELP WITH CLEANING AND CLEARING MY SPACE
There is not much choice but to be in the moment now.
Are you aware what is coming at us now?
Where is that poem I wrote about that.
Did I save it? I found a copy.
I hope I saved it.
The poem about Pain.
Do I dare look?
10:10 am
I FOUND IT!!!!!
How exciting!!!
I Found the poem I am looking for.
I am going to put in on
ASK YOUR ENCHANTED GARDENER
with a link to a DONATION BUTTON
This is a powerful poem.
Please do me a favor, someone.
Go to Ask Your Enchanted Gardener
and download the poem.
Make some comments.
Make a donation for the poem.
That would feel good.
SO THIS IS WHAT NEEDS TO BE DONE
Breakthrough with a profit-Loss Statement.
The Figures need to be checked.
At least we have a structure to look at.
It could take about two weeks of work
just to get everything in place.
At least we have a draft.
CONTACT DARREN WEISSMAN
Contact Darren Weissman now.
Go write to him....
Go get watermelon now?
Get...go eat something.
Thank you Keep The Beet.
"All you have to do,
all you have to be,
just grow your own food,
and keep the beet."
From lyrics by a very great songwriter
I have to clarify permission
to use this on my blog.
Consider these words owned.
10:23 am
SHABBAT TONIGHT
NEWBY ASSIST
I was helping a Newby Assist.
Maybe we could have a different name for her
before we blog about our interaction.
I have permission to put it on the internet,
but I want to have a different name for her.
She was over yesterday.
We were exploring her living here,
but it goes way beyond that.
I cannot say if I am up to her living here
or she wants to.
She is a Newby, a really, really,
total Newby, who is clear about
what happened to her as far as
Food Justice is Concerned.
I should tell her about the Food Justice Conference
we did and the work of Raj Patel.
It is a powerful checkin, these exchanges.
I think she could be a very important writer now.
I could help her very much,
but I really need to be aware
that I am very pressure now
to rent the Little Room for September.
That would be good to set an stronger intention
to do that.
WHO IS THE PERFECT PERSON FOR THE LITTLE ROOM?
The Essenes are Activated.
Call Marina Hill.
DO it.
Overdo.
Call Josiah.
Do it.
CRISIS WITH THE CATALYST
She is in deep do do.
She arrived late Wed night.
Yesterday we did some breakfast.
I was up blogging since after 4 am.
I did not even take a StayActiv,
or did I?
NUVAH YEETAH
I should call him for support,
and give him some support.
REMEDIES TO GET THROUGH THE SHIFT
Call him now.
CRISIS WITH THE CATALYST
Major, no foundation. life on quicksand.
Seed Dream planting.
JUDY
Call her.
Give her love.
SHABBAT
Essential. tonight.
Event at WB Center?
More imporant to ground here.
VIVIAN and EXOTICA
Check in.
FINANCES
TOday
Put in some time to organize
Volume 2 of The financial Garden Manage Journal.
Give A a letter.
Times they are a changing.
Got to stand on her own two feet.
FES BLOGS
Important.
MAGENTA SELF HEAL
What does this do?
Call Rickard Katz now.
Eat watermelon now.
10:33 AM
MAKE COPY OF POEM
Read to Renee...
Read poems online...
so others can hear my voice during
the Summer Shift 2010
Call Renee now.
Eat watermelon now.
PAY THE RENT
at CHASE TOday
COLLECT THE RENTS
Do it.
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