1:57am Ending Day 5 Degining Day 6
I have done it again!
Date: 1/15/2008 12:59:23 AM ( 14 y ) ... viewed 2268 times
I made it another day! It is 1:30 am so technically I am ending the 5th day and approaching the 6th. I am so proud of myself and I feel good. I had a morning meeting.. (with a few negative people that gave me the hebee geebess!) … went to sleep for about 2 hours then had a networking event and didn’t feel hungry at all! And still I went to a law of attraction meet up (for those of you who know what that is) it was very inspiring, very educational. Learn the principals and life just doesn’t seem too complicated – if you are willing to apply them! People around me were eating and it didn’t bother me. I then stopped off at P. Diddy’s restaurant Justins (My BFF made me do it!!!!! ) for Martini Monday’s and I sipped on bottled water. The crowd was pretentious... AS USUAL I am guessing... I did spot some fried food and my brain cried “LOOK AWAY!!!” I could see my greasy fingers approaching my mouth with a fried piece of meat from a dead carcass..STOP!!!! That is enough of that!
I am not a big drinker so watching people drink didn’t bother me one bit, but watching them feign wealth and ooze low self esteem made my stomach turn.
I have to tell of you since this is about fasting that I am currently in remission from being a sugar addict but during this process, I haven’t craved sweets at all (that makes me happy beings a former JUNKIE), but fried food does pop in my mind.
I still think of pizza and buffalo wings which is so very interesting because I don’t LOVE those foods. I am taking a parasite remover so maybe that is why. Maybe they are crying out with their last dying breath be fed!!!!
One thing I can say is that I am experiencing“clarity” and a good feeling. I think I mostly feel good because I am keeping my word to myself. I have pondered the thought of why does food have such a hold on us? Why do we find it so difficult to put our health and our best interest first? Certainly the additives and the availability don’t help, but why is it hard for most to choose LIFE?
I must say that I am no different, but I did realize that I want NO thing to have power over me or to control me and that included food or an addictive lifestyle, plus I am way to cute to be clogged up and busting out of my tight jeans!!!
I believe that tomorrow will bring me peace as I will be able to get much needed rest. I have a lot of energy right now, and tomorrow I will be doing my 1 hour of exercise. I will be reciting affirmations all the while… “I enjoy exercising my body. Exercise is fun. I love to moooooove my body. I am fit and healthy now!”
See you soon!
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