but for me its a little different, all the bull s*^t takes over my life and I forget or dont have time to do what I want to do!!! Im so much happier when I have nothing, no real money worrys -- cause I dont have money to worry about hahahah. Stress and confusion wreck my life, right now Im finding my family to be real life suc***s, whats with all the drama anyway--- you would think it was a freakin soap opera. Whats happened to the world, "they" are taking all the fun out of it- so many rules now. I feel for ya crunching numbers Im sorta in the middle of doin the same and it aint fun!!!