Whew! this is deep!:

"[...] You had success (I assume) and then your subconsciousness kicked in and tried to take that away from you. Fight back with your will. I t doesn’t need to be good mommie bad mommie anymore, you can have success and build on success without major trips to the dark side."

I had a major clearing of the same issue yesterday, dancing with the dark side, wondering why all this dancing with the Kali nature who wants to eat me (i.e.: the dark mother who destroys) .... YIKES! Every dormant victim program gets activated! What a flushing out process! Wooooooo boy, YOWSAH! Hot hot hot!

And ..... nothing to do but breathe, let go, neutralize it, breath love into it, and know that my residual fears still attracted more manifestation of the "Anti"-Dream ..... right on the threshold of the Dream.

This is the cycle to completely let go of the old paradigm, and become architects of The New.

So, as we raise frequency to Pure Love (by necessity, to remain in Bliss despite outer drama), we enter the Pure Land. What I imagine will happen next, is that the next round of people in the mix, in the next opportunity mandala, will be people that truly GET YOU, so there will be no eggshell-walking, no having to rachet down to calibrate with them. Rather you find other surfers on Cosmic Waves of Higher Frequency. Let's get this party started!

So, maybe the Players will change, and the perhaps the first go-round are merely catalystic to the seeding process. It is also possible that the old paradigm with any attachments to energies lower than LOVE must dissolve, and something new rises up from the ashes, which now supplement the garden soil.

Now, our Inner Gardener/Alchemist/Medicine Man/Woman steps forward to refine the idea ... adding more beautous details, sprinkling MORE fairy dust, inviting in MORE earth energies, asking for MORE fire to purify intention beyond money obsessions and greed ,and manifest the true abundance that is the cycle for those who take their power as holders of the Love Frequency.

Loving ourselves back to The Garden!

A-HO!