Ren,

Weddings are a big thing and everyone rides the crests of emotions during the planning stages all the way through until you ride off into the sunset... Then when it was all over, they wished it wasn't. It's like all that planning, all those emotions, all that time and it's over within a few hours. For them.

But for you it's just beginning. A whole new life with your lover. It's good that you can see your blessings.

And I am so glad your dress fit. I saw a picture of it and think it's just lovely! I bet you'll be a very beautiful bride. I hope you'll share pictures.

This is a time for joy, excitement and anticipation. Since you're aware that these ups and downs will occur, perhaps you can plan in advance so the next time you have a way to defuse your own escalading emotions. Like working in the garden... for me that works well (as long as it's not 98º with 98% humidity)...

In any case, I'll be reading...

~ Dazzle