It has been quite a long time since I heard a flute sound coming from my wife's snoring...several months ago...but then nothing...no music at all...until I was stranded & slept at the beach in my truck...and then I woke up and started walking on the beach at 5 a.m. .... A dolphin swam by and then stopped not 50 yards off shore... She stayed there for a few minutes right in front of me...it was as if she was communicating to me...That sounds crazy when I read it back to myself...


I started hearing ocean sounds after that...when I slow down...

My daughter's little apple toy has this beautiful melody...Its origin a mystery...but either way...the gentle song and the ocean are giving me music back...

I haven't been able to listen to the radio... it is as if the sounds coming from the radio are offensive to me...If I focus on the radio...I feel like I am going to crash when I drive but when I am not driving I can't turn on a radio either...It is like that kind of music is dead to me...It is poetry and sound for this world but this other kind of music... that is what I am searching for...

Gentle wind instruments sound marvelous...