hmmm. i don't know. i think i'm mildly afraid of a lot of things. my finances are never terribly steady, so i worry about money. i worry about my relationship. i worry about my health. i worry about my job. i have never liked being alone in houses after dark (i'm fine in apartments, but i'm afraid of someone being in or intruding from the space that surrounds the house, i always have been), and i get anxious whenever i am. but i'd say all of these are about equal. there isn't one big fear that pops out. i've always had a tendency to get anxious when things seemed to be going "too well." perhaps that applies at the moment.

i guess my biggest worry is whether i am doing the right things with my life. in an odd way, that's kind of a luxury though, because it's something i only worry about when i am doing well overall.