Thank you! Actually, I get dreams all the time, usually nightmares. Lately, they've been about chemtrails. I meant 'I don't understand dreams', and when I re-read what the title to the post was, I realized my error but was too lazy to change it, lol.
I appreciate your response! I'm going to try breaking down the dreams, as you said, I'm just soooo fearful of those stupid clouds that are, in reality [how redundant] an illusion. I know they're an illusion, I just can't forget the smell of pesticide, and the rainbow ring, and how sick everyone looked... that's my main fear. I'm too afraid to look into the sky, I'm suspicious of every cloud. Whenever I think of my mom's house, the ONLY thing holding me back from being so enthusiastic is chemtrails!

I worry waaaay too much over it.

I love you!! I wanna try the mirror gazing.. how do you do it, Amie?

<3 from one butterfly to another, Papillon.