For awhile now ive developed a belive system that revolves around a few different concepts and i dont ever expect anyone to belive what im saying nor do i preach to people , but after your last comment which i agree with i must share what i believe .I believe that on this earth there are new souls and old ones , old ones that have been reicarnating over and over and new ones that have emerged through a divine nessesity for that particular being a way of thinking that wasnt there before perhaps >i believe some of us have crossed over between different sexes the aim to experience every way of thinking and to learn as much as we can , to me alot of this explains homosexuallity which i accept but at the same time i think its evolved through the transition between past lives as a women ,Our goal is to reach a kind of purity and not until then can we be elevated to heaven nor will it accept us , until we reach an understanding and have fulfilled karmic law so that weve paid for all our wrongs and become complete in a karmic sense we keep reincarnating again and again . IN no way dose any of this conflict with a belief in god and it dose explain alot of mysteries concerning reincarnation cases where people have identified themselves and there past lives under hypnosis .Once you understand that reincarnation is a fact and not just some crack pot hippi theory it opens up alot of doors and things make sense > death for alot of cultures is merely a transition , I belive that god understands each and everyone of us on a deep personal level where all unique and by no way can be judged alike he knows our heart and when we do wrong he understands the reasons that led to that , he is fully aware of temptation to a point where he allowed it , the faith we have is only the faith that god gave us , a person without faith is like a pen without ink , wether logic convinces some of us otherwise it will never change the fact or truth of what we are .WE do certain things ina life we pay for them in the next might be a disability etc time is endless the space of life quick but time enough to learn and evolve ,everything is exactl how it should be at any given time because karmic law has made it that way ,wether its a war fought on a global scale or the war within ourselves ,these are nescecary processes .GOd gave his only begotten son not just to forgive us for our sins but to show us that he loves us ,there are laws there that we may never understand to do with our father , but nothings ever black and white where alot more complicated than that .