hey...i read your blog posts, and please have patience and kindness toward You about maybe not making it the first try. The truth is, none of these changes are easy! It IS hard and it does suck sometimes!!!!! These kinds of changes are huge variances from what many of us have been doing, sometimes for YEARS! I too have Hypo, so I feel for you there...please, try again. Maybe even think about goals of 6 hrs...hey, 4 of those 6 hr goals is one whole day! One of the things I do mentally is really spend a lot of time thinking of the long term benefits whenever I have a down moment...it is love you are showing toward your body - love that you deserve. Only when were at our best, can we be the best for others. I wish you the best, and keep trying. The first days are the hardest days, that is for sure =) peace, kozzz