Oh, my heart goes out to you! I remember how lost I felt when I lost my mother, and even if you have lost someone before, it doesn't get easier. The grief does ease as time passes, but the pain is so sharp right now. I know that people mean well when they say, "she's in a better place", but you just want to shout that you want her here now, with you. Please know that I will keep you in my prayers, and know that the pain does fade with time, and the good memories will always be there. Take care of your heart,hold the love you have for her, and let the tears flow. They are cleansing, and healing.