I do admire your ambition and desire to complete this fast, but have you taken an assessment of your health? I am not a doctor but I am intelligent and realistic being anorexic, bulemic and bingeing..that can take a big toll on your body. Are you making sure you have the proper nutrients and vitamins to embark on this endeavor?

You may want to take some time to consider the reason you have these issues in the first place. Usually people aren't anorexic because they have a healthy self image or self esteem. Have you thought about truly why you do and feel the way you do? And you mentioned you want to loose weight???? I understand you wanting to be healthy, but I am not sure if a anorexic who goes of a 50 day fast is considered healthy. And let me not forget, a fast can not make you prettier or smarter, that has to come from within you. Nothing and no person outside of you can give you self love and self worth. You have to do that all by your lonesome, no matter what size you wear. I say that to you with love because I pray you find that courage and desire to become truly healthy and decide to love and apprecate who you are, exactly how you are right where you are in the size that you are. That is true wealth.