It is always good when one becomes aware of their worth to GOD!!
First you must learn to love yourself; from there you will be able to accomplish many great things in your life...
It is good that you responded to the lesson set before you... From here you can move to better things in your life... Find your pathway and then develop your soul and spirit...
Much of this sounds way out or not easily understood; if so go back and read some of my past posts on " Absolute Truth, Some Wisdom and Intercourse" & " Brain Boot Camp & Mindset Mastery" blogs...
It all comes down to learning to know yourself then moving in a positive manner to achieve the best ...
p.s. I now have a Yahoo 360 connection, if you want to talk...
See Ya... Kermit