Isn't it amazing? So much happens so fast in the pre-marriage world... It's like you're getting this huge machine in motion and I hardly stop to think what the heck marriage means, what it's going to mean for us, what it's going to mean for me...

It's funny. The party planning is moving ahead and I've scheduled my way through the next three months, call the caterer, rent the tent, rent the chairs, etc. But my fiance and I haven't really sat down to figure out the ceremony yet (there's a weekend in May set aside for that). I mean we know basically it's not going to be religious, and that there's a reason we're doing it outside, as part of nature, not cut off from nature, but...

I was SO freakin' out at the beginning, but exercise has served me so well. And it totally keeps me sane when I get stressed.

When's your date?