- I screwed up. by peachyolives
16 y
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Blog: My Master Cleanse
Damnit! I majorly f***ed up. I don't even want to think about all the junk I gorged myself on a couple of hours ago. And it didn't even make me feel any better. I feel worse, and not just becauseI know I screwed up, but because of course my system wasn't ready for all that solid food. Now it is back to square one. I'm going to try to keep going, even though I'll be basically starting from scratch.
That was my emotional eating right there. I feel so depressed even now. I'm so goddamned lonely. I'm sick of being in my apartment, but it's not like there's anybody to see or anything for me to do at 2:30 in the morning.
I feel like a f***-up...but I guess I just need to press onward. And try Try Try to learn to be less dependent on food for comfort...and people.
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- It's not that bad! by FirstFastMay06
16 y
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Don't be so hard on yourself. I did a juice fast for 24 days and ate a salad on day 6 or 7 and I too felt bad about it, but I didn't eat again and I know it may seem like starting from scratch, but realy to me it wasn't. I still felt incredible after the fast was over.
I am now on day 12 of a juice fast and I have learned to strain all my juices. I cannot believe how much pulp I was drinking before. I got hungry a lot back then, but now I am not. Just learn from what it made you feel like to eat and you wont do it the next time.
I find that juice fasting fills me up a lot more than master cleanse or water so mabey that is what you should try when you get hungry. I am not sure if that is what you are doing of not, just a thought. I made blueberry, tangerine, and apple juice mixture today and it was great!
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