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Walking with God with my Fast
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  • 5th day of water fast   by  Sacristia     13 y     3,014       4 Messages Shown       Blog: Walking with God with my Fast
    Today is 5th of my water fast. Nothing new, kind of boring actually. I am not hungry so I am just trying to keep myself busy.

    I didn't post anything yesterday because it was my birthday and just relaxing and trying not to think about how it was my birthday. I slept a bit but watched some TV shows that I had seen in a while.

    I wasn't alone, I spend the day with someone special and he heated up left over pizza for me to eat, knowing I love Danotos pizza. Of course, I carried the plate around and laid it on my belly as I lay in bed while watching TV with him, as he sat on the couch and had a ham sandwich. It was sweet of him to allow me to have the rest of the pizza, when I know he had a crummy ham sandwich. When he left to go back to work, I cleaned the house a bit and took out the garbage out allow with the pizza on my plate.

    The rest of the day was not a good one because he wanted to take me out to eat for my dinner and I got upset when I said I didn't want to. He just wouldn't understand.

    I have lost about 3 pounds but I know that is just all water or solids in my system which now is empty. So I am 124 lbs.

    I haven't been sleeping well and of course, a bit emotional, but that is because yesterday was a mixed bag for me.

    As for reading my Bible and praying. I haven't read my Bible. I know this is going to sound very strange, but I am just wanting to shut God out of my mind at this point in time, but I know I made a commitment to read my Bible, so I might try to do it, but I am not going to enjoy it.

    As of praying, I did a little bit today, regardless I said I didn't want God in my life at this moment in time. I guess that makes me a hypocrite for doing that. It is just out of habit I guess. I have always prayed for my friends and family.

    I drank alot of water yesterday and but today I have only drank about 20 ounces so far. I don't feel hungry or tired much yet, but I did feel a bit gurgly in the lower abdomen yesterday as if my body was trying to process what was left over from 5 days ago. I haven't had a BM, so I am wondering if that was it. I feel fine right now, but my right shoulder was really killing me this morning, as if I slept on it wrong.

    I think I will be rest more today and reading. The Internet has really rubbed me wrong lately, so I just read my email, post things here and that is it. Chatting on Yahoo just seems a waste of time for some reason. Maybe some people here might want to chat with me on Yahoo. That would be interesting to make friends in different walks of life, rather then my mainly Christian ones.

    I might look up some healthy recipes that I will use in the future and post them here to see if anyone might like them.



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    • Re: 5th day of water fast   by  UserX     13 y     1,696
      Hi Sacristia,
      I enjoy reading about your fast. I think it is a great loss to the water fasting forum that you do not feel free to post about it there anymore, however, I understand as I am doing the same. I look to God for my support and I read the forum for information and encouragement as I have time. I am thankful that you are at least sharing in this way as you are very inspirational and I know others are encouraged too.

      I just have a question for you. I am curious as to why you do not want God in your life at this moment in time. I know that it is none of my business and you do not owe anyone an explanation. You may have a very good reason for it, but I'm thinking fasting is a great time to seek God and get closer to Him. Most people, that have been close to God, would want to get closer as they know He is awesome. I'm also thinking, what if God decided one day that He did not want me in His life at this moment in time, or you? It is awesome to know that He would never think that about you or me, even though both of us have thought that way about Him. You now, and me in the past.

      "Can a mother forget the baby at her breast and have no compassion on the child she has borne? Though she may forget, I will not forget you!" Isaiah 49:15 NIV

      Sometimes we don't feel Him, but don't let that fool you. He is with us. Let me share just one experience I had. I was going through some major personal problems and needed to hear from God. I decided to go on a juice fast as that was the best I could do at the time to seek Him in fasting. It wasn't even fresh juice, but store bought apple juice in jars. I know, not the healthiest choice, but it was the best I could do at that time to help me seek God. After several days of fasting I still did not hear from God or feel His presence in any great way. I ended the fast just trusting Him to work out my problems. A few days later, after completing the fast and just before I woke up, I heard the most beautiful choir of angels singing to me. I was filled with the presence of God and joy. The line of the song that I remember and will never forget was: "I send My angels to watch over you." His love for me was so real to me that day and it was so awesome to feel just a tiny bit of it; we may never be able to comprehend His love. I do not believe that He would have sent that beautiful choir to me if I would not have been seeking Him in fasting and prayer just a few days before. I know He is sending His angels to watch over you too no matter what you are going through or how you may feel about Him.
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