Curezones major flaw!

Date:   8/3/2006 1:58:48 AM ( 18 y ago)

Wow, I'm so tired of writing a full message and then posting but cure zone tells me that I forgot my abstract keywords. So you hit your back arrow and your whole message is gone. I won't make this mistake the 4th time I promise! The site needs to fix this major flaw because once you click post, it is too late.

Anyways, I typed a lot of stuff that I will not type again. I am finished with day 3 and didn't drink. I will leave it at that. Dang it curezone.com, I'm mad at you right now! lol <----its my stupidity!

I did buy a Kombucha Tea starter kit tonight and some graham crackers that will both aid my organs:) Man, I had a lot of stuff typed. Oh well!

(EDIT about 30 minutes after typing the above message): I can't leave everyone hanging like that. Ok, this is what happened today. I thought about the good times I have had with alcohol. It is like when you lose a loved one and you think of the good times you had with them. The bond I have with alcohol is so strong that loved ones get hurt because of it. This is typical with alcoholics, but I cannot see myself dying like this. I put my foot down, this disease better get off me and go somewhere. I made it another day without it!

Now for the Kombucha Tea and Graham Crackers! I got these today because they will help aid me in building my system back up. I take some very good vitamins (GNC ULTRA MEGA) that have lots of B vitamins in them. I love looking in the toilet after pissing most of them out that my body doesn't absorb. It looks like alien yellow piss! It's funny. The tea that should arrive next week sometime (ordered it from ebay) and I hope it doesn't taste horrible. I just have to do things that get alcohol off my mind.

I have an extremely addictive personality and it bothers me sometimes but I am now focusing all my addictive behaviors on getting healthy right now instead of going down the road and getting a beer at all hours of the day and night. I have stayed up all night and been in the store at 7AM when they sell it here lots of times. That early drinking on an empty stomach is so harsh on my stomach and if I drank the same quantity I have had in my whole lifetime, but ate along side it, I would probably be a lot fatter but not having these pains.

Ok I'll try not to post too much because I know how boring it gets to read one blog! I am worried about the weekend guys. I will try to post a lot on here and the support forums!


 

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