What is the real plan for our lives?? Only GOD knows trust HIM... Let HIM direct you.... Listen then follow!!

Date:   5/14/2005 10:56:28 AM ( 19 y ago)

The longer I live the more difficult I find women to be in general; but most especially those women who share my life .....

As you will discover in reading my blogs, [much of my life is now an open book] I have lived a simple, yet at times very confusing life...  I have always tried to seek the truth, and be fair in my dealings...  Even with such lofty goals, I have at times failed to give full disclouser... This is not in the sense of any out right lies, rather it is more often the lack of the correct information... In not being fully factual, or offering limited information, we allow others to come to believe otherwise....  I must come to grips with this in my life; to be able to move forward....

As you read yesterday; who you think you are; in your mind and who you are in real life; are often quite different....   This is the dilemma I face..  So what is true??  What is right??   Who can say??  

These are the questions we will attempt to answer next...  The truth is what happened...   What ever it was...   We tend to retell, or gloss over the facts so they fit our profile(s)....  The truth will prevail.... 

Going back about five years, to just after 2000....  My dear wife of over thirty plus years; became semi invalid.... due to pain in the lower back / buttocks areas.... This severely limited her actives mainly to bed...  After, many doctors, two back operations, now alternative medicaine... She can walk limited amount of time, maybe 30 mins... before seeking rest sitting down...   Stairs are almost out of the question!!If anyone has suggestions we will try most anything... This is how I came to curezone...  i have been looking at different avenues for her.... E-mail or reply!!

My position; is being fit, and active this leaves me wondering what I should do?? I took my marriage vows serious... and will not just abandon my wife...  

I have always prayed,  both for myself and others....    Prayed for my wife, for our children, grandchildren and my very close friends...   Basically the prayer of Jabez....  A Man in the Old Testment...  And Jabez called upon the GOD of Israel saying.....

"Oh, that you would bless me indeed, and enlarge my territory, that Your hand would be with me, and that you would keep me from evil, that I may not cause pain.."  So GOD granted him what he requested...   I Chronicles 4:10 KJV...        

GOD directs our pathways!!  I am offered the opportunity (blessed) to help, assist, aid all those placed on my pathway.... Which I do .... GOD knows my heart.... 

What is my heart to believe...   Maybe I just over thinking some things too much or maybe not enought....  They say high energy people(like myself), tend to be concerned with too many things, most of which they can not control..  Either way .. Thank GOD for all blessings....    

Stay tuned to: I will be disclosing the  messenger who was sent to me some months back...  We will discuss that later, and on the "My Road of Life" blog.... 

Thank GOD again for all these blessings....     

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