some thoughts about my life

Date:   6/8/2007 10:39:12 AM ( 17 y ago)

I've been following a bible reading program for a few days now. It's just hysterical almost how truly bad things start happening whenever I start reading the Bible, saying the rosary and meditating/doing my yoga everyday.

My mother is pressuring me to go to nursing school. I do not wish to do that right now even though she offered to pay. My marriage is still young, husband is not on his feet and financial responsibilities need fulfillment. Perhaps at a later date. Going to Walmart today to return some unneccesary items bought and will buy frozen vegetables and organic rice. Organic items are hit and miss at Walmart. There's also BiLo. Can't wait for the farmer's market to open in July. I've been planting a garden with as much space as I've been given.

Right now all I want to do is write, garden and practice yoga. I think I'd enjoy my job on a whole new level if it wasn't the thing that is keeping me off home relief. I think of the things I'd do if I didn't have any debt whatsoever and had total financial independence/abundance. I'd get up in the morning go outside in my acre garden, tend to my chickens which I keep for pets and eggs. I'd perhaps do some early morning yoga in my own private hot yoga studio then soak in a ice dipping pool and go about my day.

I'd prepare coffee (organic, free trade of course) for my husband and present the mug to my husband who is already at work in his office giving interviews to papers about his latest scholarly work on World War Two history.

That is what I think about instead of what I have right now. I know what I'd do if I had the life I wanted. I'd open up my own holistic nursing home. Everyone, including the residents, would say prayers and do yoga first thing in the morning. I'd not have to put up with serving residents death food and watch them get medicines that hasten their death.



 

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