having babies on God's time

Date:   8/15/2006 10:06:58 PM ( 18 y ago)

Look at what is going on in the Middle East. The war between the Jews and the Muslims are because two people, esp. Sarah did not wait on God. I'm not picking on Sarah because she's a woman. It's just that I felt a twinge of disappointment when my period came and I knew then that I wasn't pregnant. I know in my heart that I should use this time where we can't have children to prepare myself. Yet, part of me wanted a baby ANYWAY whether we could 'afford' it or not. I hate that I have such an irritating Western mentality about 'affording' children but there it is. The sin of Sarah was not waiting on God, not being on God's program. Abraham? Well... he played the coward and didn't be a man, allowing Sarah to run the show. What is this with humankind repeating the same nonsense? Hello? Didn't this happen with Adam and Eve?

Anyway, I've got #2 DNA cd on. My husband doesn't like some of the cds because he hears a screeching sound. I don't know how he hears it because sometimes his snoring is quite voluminous :-) I'm going to lay here and say my rosary till I fall asleep. I think I have all bases covered enough to set the agenda for subconscious tonight. Today I was in a good mood and I look forward to tomorrow. I don't know if I am even meant to have children. I'll have to see what is in store for me.

 

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