depression worsens

Date:   3/31/2006 9:31:48 AM ( 18 y ago)

I am not achieving anything this morning. I didn't even want to talk to my fiance about anything. I know I must get outside. I woke up this morning with energy and vitality. Yet, my mother calls me to harangue me about wedding pedestals my fiance is supposed to make. I didn't need that negative energy. I told my fiance I didn't want to talk to him today. I should not say that but I'm in a great deal of pain right now. I'm never going to a doctor again. *uck them all. Right now I'm disgusted and when I go back for my test results boy are they going to get an earful. Yet, they don't give a sh*t about what I think. I know this. I wish this could end. I'm going to get myself a half caf from Starbucks and see what I can do to salvage this morning.

 

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