Day two of the Great Blizzard 2006!! :D

Date:   2/13/2006 7:58:28 AM ( 18 y ago)

Someone as obsessed with mermaids as I used to be. Meeting my inner child for the first time in a long time has ignited some old childhood facinations of mine.

http://www.tatiana.info/pictures/mermaid.html

Anyway, I'm preparing for another journey inward to see if I can befriend and reunite with my inner child. If I don't do this, I will not be able to move through the eight gates of the underworld of the inner self. When you decide to turn inward and make a meditation journey into the shadows, you can't force/rush the process. Investigating the dark aspects of one's self is very different than going upwards, heavenward. I'm long overdue for this process and I know it would improve my marriage, remove all unhealthy, satanic soulties, family soulties as well as some deep slavery soul ties, stemming from one ancestor who was a slave.

I'm fasting once again. I'm not giving up. It's not about weight loss but about removing distractions like food so that I can clarify my spirituality and purify the body temple. I attended church and felt immediately at home, definately not because of the church. The church was wishy washy and liberal but it was being surrounded by the presence and majesty of the communion host.

Less than four months till my wedding.

Tonight is bikram yoga. I'll have to carry extra lemonade with me. Can't wait to get my dark agave syrup from rawfood.com It'll be less sugar than maple syrup and more raw than maple syrup anyway. I've not really had a problem with yeast but why start now?

Take care till later.

 

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