this and that report

Date:   2/6/2006 9:45:22 PM ( 18 y ago)

Aside from my eternal salvation in Jesus Christ the Lord, I've been slowly coming into a consciousness about physical immortality. I don't agree with all of his ideas, esp. about population control, but the books by Leonard Orr and Sondra Ray are so fascinating. The deep breathing exercises are very energising to say the least. Anyway, I visited my fiance this weekend and came away with even more energy and dedication to continuing the path I started a year ago almost. I do want to turn back my ageing clock. I have no fear getting old because old to me means something very different than what dominant society says it is!

I had a dream about meeting David Wolfe and telling him about my tachyon water cube. It was the oddest dream. There are so many things pointing me back toward health, the health industry,etc. except I don't want to be a doctor in the traditional sense. I don't care to go back to school. I can learn more in one year of focused study than paying thousands to attend class with people who are fat and also addicted to the lies of health care (not to mention in the pockets of major drug companies!). If I do back to school anytime soon, it will be to become a nurse midwife (although pray tell what did women do about birthing babies before the oxymoronic institution of 'higher' learning). I am going to ressurect my self education blog which has been on hiatus for a few months while I was working at WFM. Now that I'm working a lot less but making decent money, I'm going to dedicate my time to preparing for my wedding and marriage. Speaking of which...

My fiance had a great weekend together. I didn't get to go out much because it was raining and cold. All the better because we talked A LOT about depression, money,etc. We even went to church together. It was so beautiful. I think that I walked away with him knowing that I love him very much and he doesn't need to be ashamed of anything like depression or being laid off. Sometimes I wish I was there more so I could help him help himself but the wedding is only four months ( seventeen weeks to be exact!) away. We will be together soon and he wouldn't have to cry, wishing I could stay behind :(

My wedding dress will be coming in from the dressmaker in May. All the time in the world to lose weight and be the size I want to be for my wedding. I want to be the same size I was in the Air Force, minus a few pounds because I entered the Air Force a real out of shape fat ass according to military standards. I purchased a copy of Stew Smith's combat conditioning. I highly recommend it http://www.stewsmith.com and that's about all I bought. I worked out a gym where my fiance lives just to check it out. It was so hardcore and a bit dirty but it was great LOL!


I have more to tell but I need to get to bed :-)

 

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