brief afternoon thought

Date:   1/15/2006 2:37:24 PM ( 18 y ago)

I was getting my hair done today. I found myself thinking why am I getting my hair done like this? It's not as if I'm going to work. I began to think about getting fired,etc.etc. The depression came back. I ate a sicilian slice of pizza and half a bagel with lox spread. The lox spread made me ill, too heavy a food and also the bad karma from the dead fish I think. Anyway, I'm watching America's Next Top Model and this guy just told this girl that her size 39 hips aren't what he's looking for, as in she's too big. That's effed up. She's thinner than hell and she's still too big *LOL* I wonder why more women don't repudiate this horrible fashion industry. It seems as if they want women to look more like thin,pubescent boys.

Either way, my waist hasn't grown (what a relief). My period is coming and I've not put on weight. I've not run all this week esp. these last few days. Tomorrow I'm getting back in the gym.

I tried a little meditation which helped. I know that eating isn't solving my problem and is certainly not going to help me fit into my dress. More later.

 

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