depressed and upset

Date:   1/13/2006 11:52:03 PM ( 18 y ago)

So while I can finally visualise myself slim with muscle and wearing my wedding dress, right now I'm plagued with depression. I ate like crazy today when I am supposed to be fasting. I didn't eat till I felt sick but cheese and tofu made me feel better and forget about my problems (like a street drug!). I was going along training for the marathon in May but I've not run in three days. I picked the gym I went to because it was close to the store. Now it seems far away. Everything seems very far away right now. My mother is angry with me over losing my job so she moved my kombucha bowl and ruined my tea. My comfort is that my wheatgrass is growing.

 

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