end of the week rant

Date:   12/2/2005 4:59:45 PM ( 19 y ago)

I confess my emotional attachment to food. It's a complete addiction for me, not food itself but the way I use it (or abuse it). I was thinking about going to a food addicts meeting but I don't agree with the biochemical reasoning behind me stuffing my face when I get into an argument with my mom. Today I ate four small taquitos. Not a great big binge BUT I ate them in haste after getting into an argument with my mom. I could not defend myself against her insistence that I go up in the attic, so I ate all four taquitos. What made it worse is that there was meat in them and I don't eat meat. Yuck.

I was very depressed this week because my fiance had to leave Monday. He came to spend the holiday with me. We had such a great time. When he had to go, I burst into tears right in front of him. I was a bit embarassed but I could not help myself.

This week was the week from hell with all the depression and overdraft fees in my check card OMG. I am looking forward to this weekend even though I'm working. I'm going back to the gym FINALLY because my calf feels much better. The only thing is that my calf (like my breasts!) now hurts whenever I get stressed and that can't be good.

Thanks for putting up with this rant. I've been holding it in since this afternoon! I feel a little bit better.

 

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