A good Shabbat Morning slowing down making something Spiritual of Financial Organization while I listen to some Holy Tunes.

Date:   7/15/2006 12:36:22 PM ( 18 y ago)

10:10 AM
July 15, 06

July 15--isn't that the birthday
of Dania Bilene Miller, my first
college fling?

Are you out there Dania?
Are you alive?
Are you living?

___

Enough of that.

Just created a New Pretty Paper cover
for a three ring notebook that says

Monthly FInancial Report
inflow and outflow
All Accounts Year to Date

Then there is a binder...
I like this pretty paper--
one of those you can put in your computer
and print on..
this one has lovely early Fall Fruits on it
as a drawing on the bottom.--grapes,
pears, grape leaves.

Are you coming over to see The New World Order?

Is it possible?

I find the same incomplete files on my Mac
saying basically the same thing that I attempted
over and over the years
but never got fully functional as an Integrated System
from Top to Bottom
in to out
Inflow to Outflow.

I like the words Inflow and Outflow
better than Profit and Loss...
Inflow fits a bit more the poet in me.

Listening over and over to Echoes of
Reb Shlomo.

Has a woo woo last Sunday AM.

Just would not rest into things being O.k.
unless I layed my hands on that CD.

What a blow.
I actually found the Cover of the CD,
but no insides.

Put out all kinds of calls for help....
Then,
Then,
opened up about an hour later
another CD of Shlomo Stories
and there was Echoes of Reb Shlomo.

I am playing one Track over and Over
this Shabbat morning
the Morning After a Great
Empowerment Session with
Dr. Judith Larkin Reno my Lifelong Witness.

She has a number of books out now.
I highly recommend any contact with this
Amazing Mystic and former Nature Clairavoyant.

Every day is a victory for Judith.
She had Stem Cell Therapy of the most severe
kind numbers of years ago.

She is in her third round of recovery
from Cancer and every day is a Victory for
Team Reno...this husband and wife team.

Judith was once the Dean of the School of Consciousness
for The University for Humanistic Studies
a school in San Diego that blew away over the years
so blown away that the former graduates can't ever
get transcripts if they wanted them.

I was in a MA-PhD program in the early 80's there,
but settled for an MA in Holistic Psychology.
I could not find the place of Self Esteem to get through
to claim the Dr. degree at the time. I got as close
as my dissertation writing.

IT was called Gardening in the lives of Eminent People.
Maybe it can be a book someday...

HA! Someday!

Do you ever get the feeling you are running out of time?

Will someday ever be NOW?

We the imcompletes of the past ever be
completes in the NOW, or just dropped
forever to make space for something
new?

Judith is a powerful Witness.
She undertands and has commented
time and again on my recurrent patterns...

The Inner Child
in rebellion
afraid of Authority...
etc, etc.

She sees Major Victory for me over the years.
She has Witnessed to some of the amazing
things I have done in those Rare moments
when all the Worlds come together inside me.

So this is a Time to really settle in and DO
what Adults do to Ground exquisite Possibilities.

I have said NO
to tons of projects I would be doing,
but I said I wanted to Meet this Moment
to start the Cleanse
and go through it.

I am having glimses of Financial Record Keeping Mastery--
That's part of why I liked
"The Last Samarai" movie that I
watched last night.

They were meticulous,
every Act done with Integrity and
mainly NO mind--just allowing
the flow through them.

INTEGRITY...
GROWTH..
SUCCESS...

These are the three Voyager Tarot cards
from friend James Wanless that are on
the Altar in front of my face...with words
Abundant Harvest is becoming Apparent.

I am slowing down.
I am connecting the inner with the outer.

I have all the Time in the World
to Figure Out and Get it Done.

This time last year I was immersed
in the International Feng Shui Conference
here in San Diego.

That began August 5, 2005.

This year, I am going to be Claiming New Life
here doing this.

Just rubber banded the checks from
Arosa House Account and the Deposit Slips
together for the first time in about eight years.

Going to clear the drawer next to my bed
the drawers that belong to a piece of furniture
I got from Harpo.

Step by Step.
Grounding.
Figuring it out.
Doing Self Care
along the way.

Going to touch the New Mulberry Tree
with the Monthly Financial Reports
three Ring Notebook as soon as
I get a few more pages INDEXED.

Got a communal event
later in the afternoon
and Best Friend is sleeping in today.

All is well in the World.

your EG

 

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