Found some energy to clean up, but details are preventing that energy from beginning. I wanted to get away to get away from this. I wanted to have fun and dance because what else really matters when the energy feels so stuck.

Date:   6/9/2006 3:00:58 PM ( 18 y ago)

12:52 PM
June 9, 2006

Realize that my deep desire
to go to the Harmony Festival
was in part inspired by wanting to get
away from the condition of my personal space.

Lots of early morning dreams about going,
even driving up there...but these vanished
as the energy was present to clean up.

Got into finishing one simple order of photos...
and two hours later...it is still imcomplete
with some missing information.

Had to spend time clearing Outlook Express.
"Disk Full>"

Good God. My Disk is so Full.
Can I get back to simple?
Can I catch up?
Is its all me,
the way I am doing things
or just too much being asked
i,e. record keeping out the yin yang
and for what?

Went to accupuncture last night.
Thought it was a good treatment.
They were able to find holes in the sacrum
where the surgeries had left a lot of scar tissues, etc.

Today, I am surprised to find more shooting
pains and uncomfortable presence in my feet and
below the calf than ever. I am concerned.
Have been sitting for a few hours, and this is too much.

LIfestyle change?
I mean...how am I going to get out of this
siatica or whatever it is named?

Back to simple?
I want to dig in and make more space.
I do not want to run from this place because
it is so full of stuff.

But first...have I to go out and deposit the rents.
There is always one more thing that has to be done
first before I get to the cleanup.

Disk is Full.

your eg



 

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