Pep Talk!

Date:   4/26/2006 10:24:17 AM ( 18 y ago)

April 26, 06
8:11 AM

There is a part of me that is unquestionalby insane.
Without a question I am abnormal.

[Who wants to be normal in this world,
but that is another issue.]

Here is a physical inventory:

Neck--no movement right or left.
Shoulders--limited range of motion.
Hips--no pain--two sets of surgeries,
limited range of motion.
Back--stuck
Hands-wonderful.
Private parts--quite functional, thank God.

Mental: definitely abnormal.
genius imbalance.

Emotional: hard on myself, emotional fallout
possible on a regular basis.
Depression--real possible as in the last days
when I worked my butt off sitting here
getting a bunch of photos ready for one client,
while a ton of other assignments need to be done,
including some very important work in areas
where i lack a expertise-- finances..

So What!!!
I mean So What!!
Read my lips.

2/3rds of the world, according to Bo Lozoff, will
go to sleep tonight not knowing if they are going to
make it to the end of the month.

Are you in the catagory?

We are the lucky ones, most of us here.
In spite of all our compaints, we have the capacity
to shift our whole world starting with us
this very moment.

So what can we do with all the amazing talents
we have?

Pick one, if you can.
Just do some little thing today.

I, as usual, am thinking big.

I want to see what I can do with my amazing gifts
and talents and capacity to love today.

I want to check out what it will take to go to
All Things Organic in less than ten days
in Chicago.

Grow with an industry, the flyer says.
My spirit really wants to be there!

Been eating junk the last two days.
My claim to fame these days is that
I am celebrating staying out of touch with
a lovely lady who terrifies the hell out of me
with my sense of lack of control.
I mean I use to feel really thrown off if I
did not hear from her. This is no way to run
an airline. I am wanting to find my capacity
again to be my own person. It hurts.
I am doing it.

I still have my escapes.
Likely if I go to Chicago, that is in part one of them,
the other part is, I need to be there.

Let's see how this day unfolds.
Thank God for life and the insanity to
want to make the most of it, in spite of
all the parts that do not seem to work right now.

your eg


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