inspired writing here!

Date:   2/8/2006 6:41:48 PM ( 18 y ago)

My body is modeled on the Archeytpe
of the Prophet Paul who on the way to
Damascus had a switch over in consciousness
and turned away from being Saul of Taurus.

As the legend goes, Paul was one of the great
zealots of Christianity. Check me on this,
but I believe he had a lot of stuff going with women.

He wasn't exactly the man for the hour when it came
to woman's lib. He was one of the Male Sicko''s in regard
to women. I think he never got laid enough
and had some very unenlightened attitudes that
may have permeated the Christian Church that
he had a big impact in founding.

The amazing part was that something happened
to him on the Journey to Damascus. I do not remember
what it was in this moment.

His consciousness reallly shifted.
He had a total transformation of personality.

I am in a place right now where I am being called
forth by a similar impulse.

Amen.

The one thing that sticks in my mind was
that Paul said, "I die daily."

By this he meant, he lived to die daily.
dying daily meant surrendering his ego perhaps...
allow transformation to happen each 24 hours
of a day.

He really lived in the moment.

Saul or Paul had been speared on the right side.
My body is modeled in this life on Paul's.
Sometimes when people touch me in a certain place
on the right side. I have an uncontrollable anger
flare. I have not gotten to the bottom of it.

Shakespeare, another person who was quite a bawdy
writer, had some of the greatest sexua| innuendo;s
very written. OF course, Shakespeare was a Group Soul...
The person was a combination of writers. I may have been
'close to the Soul Group.

This makes it even more a shame that my writting his not
out in any major way in this life--until NOW.

I have just been on the road to Damascus so to speak
in the last week.

The most important thing I love is Sacred Sexuality
and there is this one person who is asking to be
just who she is...
not my Muse...
not my goddess...
nothing special...
just who she is...

{sure let me try that on. for size
who has made a declaration
that I will never
never,
never\
never
never
again feel the insides of her body again.

Much this is due to decisions she is making
for her own good.

In part it is also due to my incredible dysfunctions
on the roller coasted of emotional insobriety
that makes me a total pain in the butt--
not all the time--but enough of the time
to warrant the withdrawal of the most delicious
female I know.

I say Know in the Biblical sense
and believe me as a Scorpio, I Know her well.

Just is the way of Transformation.
Such is the key to my own Mastershjp.
Such is the key to getting on with putting out
what needs to come out because
I have it in me to end some of the pain
in this insane, suffering world.

Shakespeare's Bawdy was outrageous.
Look it up.

The way he played with body parts.
the languaging is exquisting and full of double meanings.

In his day, to die meant, to let go of your semen...
in sex....

The Scorpio is a person who can die a lot.

I will keep you posted.

Lots to do in the next 1 1/2 hours.
I want to make a new back side of
Love Cure #4--"Soul Mates"
that was inspired that that very
ordinary
every day
just who she is
not Muse
not Goddess
Nany any Special Soul
in a Woman's body
that really inspired me to want
to follow Mother Earth's
invite that we are compelled
for the good of all
to "Plant Your Dream!"

I remain,
Your Enchanted Gardener,
Leslie

for more go see The Seven Love Cures
off the link in the right column
of
http://www.lesliegoldman.com

 

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