Feels like my world is shaking underfoot, and I have been deeply feeling this as discomfort in my body and emotions.

Date:   1/18/2006 7:02:17 PM ( 18 y ago)

Monday, the world seemed to be
shaking underfoot.

The writing I did yesterday
"Shock and disbelief"
seems in response to a large shifting
feeling of instablity underfoot.

I found myself really stressing today
wanting to put energy into two things at once.

I clarified and got a clearer
picture of the Event at the Erotic Museum
Feb 2.

It is an opportunity to bring out the Love Cures
with one of my closest supporters, Judy Levy,
who is doing this event called
"A Celebration of Love and Healthy Sexuality."

I was going out of my mind today
with the HUGENESS of feelings around
impending changes here at the house.

I was stuck attempting to both,
and finally surrendered to getting a complete
on a very important letter in the mail that
will bring me enough funds to purchase a new
computer if I choose to in February.

Judy is sending me a check to produce more
of The Seven Love Cures.

The direction I was following....putting a lot of energy
into erotic images of vegetables..is not what she wants
for this show.

I will have five minutes on the program to create community
with reading one of the Seven Love Cures.

My Best Friend came through today with some great balanced
insights about the pressure I was feeling.

She listened to be read
"Shock and Disbelief"

http://curezone.com/blogs/m.asp?f=92&i=1119

She was the subject of this. However I realize
that the overwhelm about change was much deeper
that what came up between us last weekend.

Are you feeling intense demand/request for movement
of energy in your life?

Do you have a sense the foundation is shaking?

That is what I have been feeling.

I pulled three cards today from the
Archangel Oracle cards.

Crystal Clear Intentions

Comfort

and Breathe.

I need to take time to write out a plan for the house...
and break it down into steps that are manageable.

I am going for some comfort by organizing and releasing
the stress around not being on top of my structures re:
where the images are on my computer for the Seven Love
Cures. I would feel better having this structures in place.

I know this was a full moon in Capricorn...foundation.

Last week, I was suppressing calling my co-owner to
hear what was in the wind re changes here at the house.
I was suffering so much pain in my left shoulder that I questioned
if I would have to get surgery.

The Magboy tool from Nikken seems to be
really improving that.

There is also another lesson about releasing emotions
from the body that I will write about in any other blog.

Structures, Structures, Structures...that will help now.
and taking time....because we haven't a minute to loose.

your eg

 

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