Wild Man feelings.

Date:   1/15/2006 1:15:53 PM ( 18 y ago)

There's a damn good party 100 miles from here
tonight and I would love to be there.

I was up till 3 AM last night rolling around
on the floor jerking, and poking a brother that
I let it. I mean poking him with my fingers,
and then he would roll over and release all this
pent up energy.

My shoulder started to let go.

Shivering shaking, even premediated felt good.

We are here to enjoy this life,

There is another party up in LA tonight with Larisa Stow
and Gathering Gura and some of my music buddies.

Part of me wants to go. Wish I did not stay up so late.

IT is good to be feeling the will to move
and shift the energy.

Heading for the FM and feeling like a Wild Man.

Your EG
Blow it out.

3:51 PM

At the FM, feeling so much energy...anger...and
other feelings...welling up in my body.
I cannot keep living the way I am living,
spending day after day month after month
sitting at this computer.

I was born for something else.

Tiredness is catching up with me.
I thought this was going to be a different kind
of Weekend, sharing with a close friend
that brings all kinds of joy and growth to my life
from close and afar.

So where am I now?

No more time for thoughts.
nap time...


 

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