Feel good about progress on Maintenance Report for 05. Being on top of records makes me feel more in charge of my life.

Date:   1/14/2006 12:38:08 PM ( 18 y ago)

10:28 Am
Saturday
January 14

Well, in the progress toward getting on top
on my record keeping rather than have my record
keeping be a leak in my energy,
I am setting up a new notebook for each bank account.

I spend about 2 1/2 hours this morrning paying
some bills to one person that were outstanding
for a couple months, and then worked with the quicken
to get the bank downloads, now working, in sync
with the account in Quicken.

In the back of my mind is the thought that if I really
did all this detail work, I would be giving my whole life
away to record keeping. I am very slow at it and simple
transactions--how to set them up--sometimes can throw me
for a loop.

I am treating it as a Spiritual exercise this morning.

I am very concerned that my left arm is suffering
in stiffness and pain everytime I compute these days.

I am sitting with a Nikken Mag boy, a tool that works with
stiffness, and rubbing it often up and down my arm.

It is helping some.

The pain has been staying with me during the night in
this left arm.

It concerns me very much. I am wondering about the ergonomics
of my desk...the height. Maybe too high? I am sitting on a
pillow bent in two to give me more height

I have a friend who walks often and it really shows up in her
increased muscles.

I think part of why I do not build in maintenance to my body
is underlying hurt that it does not function up to par in the first place.

I do not like giving energy to things that do not function well,
especially when they are me. I guess that is the way of health.
Those things that are not working, call our attention. Those
things that call our attention, are generally the organic steps
we need for Soul presence where the energy is leaking.

Ah breathe, leslie, and keep going.

Hopefully, this will turn out to be a very special day
if I have patience and keep working with the physical
as well as emotions on this day of the full moon.

I would like to do some gardening as well.

Cloudy outside, and I am bundled up, weaving a wool
scharf. I will light the space heater later for company.

2:53 PM Saturday
just put the new Mainenance book away.
Some anxiety...
I was setting up various reports in quicken...
but I am not able to access the financial information
as easily as I would like.

time to rest....
I want to have some social activity of one kind of another
tonight. Feeling concerned...

your eg

 

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