Is this humanly possible?

Date:   1/5/2006 2:08:19 PM ( 18 y ago)

Worked about ten hours on finances yesterday, just scratching the surface.
I am still waking up with uncomfortable feelings, as if much is being
asked. Liora's Poem here still has meaning for me.

http://curezone.com/blogs/m.asp?f=356&i=73

I am good
at creation...that is my strength. Here is edited version of a thank
you I just sent to a friend and ally.

your eg


January 5, 06

I was just sending out a thank you letter for a 2006 contribution that arrived in the mail recently. It gave me the opportunity to look through some photos from my gallery exhibit that I pulled out to send a token of appreciation. The photos were very moving, such beauty of nature captured.

I have been working very close to home during December, clearing and cleaning in my personal space and office.

I am just down to the place where I can see how many projects
I have going. I want to take more things out of the space, so I can better focus on the things I want to do in '06. This is saying a lot. My achilles heel is doing too much.

It looks like there are going to be some changes around the house here with a request to rework the mortgage so I am the owner. Right now, I am a minor co-owner. So these days, I am working on financial structures. Somewhere in the back of my mind is becoming a nonprofit directly under the Essene Neo-Community, Inc, the name that
Manny is using now for the Church started by Edmond Bordeaux Szekely.

I am not too competent when it comes to working with the finances, and there is so much to do. I start feeling like the changes being asked of me are more than I can handle, but then when I started to go through the photos, I was moved by how much beauty there was.

I wonder if you also ask at times, is what you have taken on, humanly possible? I know I am in my winter mode right now, and I did accomplish so very much at the Feng Shui Conference this summer. Some of that still needs followup.
There were other opportunities last year
that also raised my hopes up high. One was facilitating the reading of one of the Seven Love Cures I have written at a VIP luncheon that Mark Victor Hansen orchestrated. There were agents and many others in the room who were stunned with the poems that aim to create more understanding between men and women. Hansen pretty much announced that his publisher would be publishing my book on the Seven Love Cures, but he is prone
to say things like. So much foundation work is now being asked.

I wonder in the midst of all this, where is my strength? Can I cross the divide? Thank you for being a vehicle for the universe to remind me
of the beauty that I can bring forth.

Is it not possible to have a simpler life,
and find happiness in doing some simple things. Is it possible to make peace with the topsy turvy world of feelings and emotions that come up in relationship, and attempts to live a meaningful life?

You bring grace into my life. It is good to remember in this moment of winter thoughts that I too bring grace to the lives of others as well.

Much love to you,

Leslie
your enchanted gardener

 

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