Catching up with myself, more to do than is possible right now, so better slow it down and clear my own space before extending outward. Many pulls, many directions... take care of some business but rest first.

Date:   8/25/2005 1:24:58 PM ( 19 y ago)

What to do next?
I am thirsty.

Go get some water to drink.
Sitting here without a shirt.
My desk is run over by ants
attempting to feel the good energy
and take it elsewhere.
Too much consensed energy
too much to do.
I need to slow it down
shut it down.
Find the core of what is next
even thought many things are hitting me at once.

Ariella said that between T'subav and the High Holidays
there are 50 days, just like between Passover and Shavuot.

I gained so much from doing the counting before the Feng Shui
Conference. I counted so many days back and then did the Kabbalistic
Meditations for each day as in the book A Journey of Awakening.
Kabbalistic Meditations on the Tree of Life.

I have been taking liberties with my diet,
pressing the envelope, wanting to get some
good feelings going in the top end
grateful I have healed a lot.

I have been listening too much too one of my housemates
who sees the Chaos everywhere and has helped by creating
more chaos with some unfinished garden work.

i am tired, ready for a nap. it is 11:19 AM and
there are many things I would like to do
some pressing.

1. Pay Credit Card...
2. Check feelings with Pac College close ones.
Where is Reenie? Call out to Al.

Don't succumb to allowing the energy to get stuck,
although there is so much to do.

Work with materials that need to be completed from FSC
so more funds can come it.

BALANCE with some of the cleanup.

It is A BEGINNING and an END.
The END is of the YEAR from the JEWISH and NATURAL
CYCLE. IT IS CLEAN UP TIME
PREPPING FOR THE NEW SEASON.

I made some yams; they are done.
And I have watered and planted the lemongrass
with worm castings.

I have gathered the Rose Apples,
and deep down wondered why no one else
cares to eat this rare fruit is now falling prolifically
along the front entryway.

Your eg

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