Morning Report. Feeling scattered, its Netzach in Gevurah, and my forms need a tuneup,

Date:   5/18/2005 9:36:14 AM ( 19 y ago)

I did not read the energies of the day yesterday
until this morning. They really fit how I was feeling.

I am discouraged that my forms are not
functional to the level I would like.

I have been having a headache all night.
It feels like a thud right now,
not the most radical pain, but a cloudy dull head feeling
and some cold mucious.

This is a week of lookiing at physical vitality,
and I am not using mine to the best.

The specific "marriage" yesterday on the Tree of Life
based on the Kabbalistic journey of 50 days I am
following, was the Sephira of Gevurah into Nezach.

Rabbi Ted Falcon says in his book A Jouney of Awakening,
"To express our energies creatively, they need to be given form.,
even though form always limits possibilitites."

[For an Intro to the Book,
and this system of Kabbalistic Meditation
that fits nicely with the Essene lifestyle
that balances nicely the choice of a raw food regimen,
please see

http://curezone.com/blogs/m.asp?f=92&i=219 ]

Gevurah is the great limiter on the Tree of Life.

"Gevurah holds the key to all expressions of the One Energy."
he says.

"Often in our lives our own energies are in need of more
appropriate form. We exhaust ourselves without it; our work
scatters in all directions, and we produce little.:

BINGO!

that is how I am feeling right now.

I spent the last half of the day doing backups on my
essential data.

I live and breathe my computer and it holds my systems and forms.

Electros are not totally safe, have you discovered that?????

Where did all my contacts go for the last two months?????

Totally not here. What kind of foundation is this?
Can I trust this NOW Contact program that has been
my friend and ally for years????

So where did they go????

I spend a bunch of time looking and find a backup that
does not have my latest work...
I rename it. I copy it to my external hard drive.
I put it on CD as well...

The Outlook Express...I better back that up too!
I spend a hour or more cutting out messages,
but the file does not show any less K!!!
What is going on here?????
God if I know.

Do you know how to back up your Email messages????

On a Mac, OS 9.2.2. the Microsoft User Data is in the Documents
Folder.

This is critical info...I backed this up.
I suggest you do the same.
I do not know where it is on the PC.

How about your financial data?
I use quicken..
What a garbage situation.
The old quicken 2002 no longer downloads from
my bank.

Do I have the time now to switch systems???
Should I get the temp 2004 version that will be good for a year
but will enable be NOT to purchase a bunch of other new programs?
Do I have time or this now????

Should I go do a program in LA around Shavuot , June 12
as planned??? I think I will postpone that till the Jewish New Year
in September.

I need more time to work on details if I am to get any $$$
from doing the International Feng Shui Conference here is
August.

The backyard: We are making tons of progress clearing and cleaning.
The Elijah minyan is coming here on Saturday for outdoor players
and the Feng Shui friends will be here I am sure in August.

What a better time to focus on ridding the property of excess
energetic stuff????

I am enjoying having Zvi, a very special Jewish young man of 26
doing gardening every day (almost) for a few hours.

So much too do.
How do I care for myself through all this?

bills still unpaid...lots of them...
clutter in my room more than I want...
Will I have time to tell anyone about the
EG Party here on Sunday???

Slow down, Goldman.
Go back to bed and rest more.
Your Head hurts. Can't you feel it?

7:29 AM
San Diego Time.



 

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