The Universe is telling me to slow down. My Security blankets, mechanic, way to check balances on line, favorite spoon, favorite glasse (2) are all missing. No wonder I find myself reaching out for my former Beloved.

Date:   4/22/2005 6:54:43 PM ( 19 y ago)

Hold me CureZone Family,
I do not have experience taking in this much good.

Last Sunday my professional career as an author
was launched at Mark Victor Hansen MEGA Book University.
I have not had time to write about it.

I have not taken time to work with the details of it,
althought have been riding on the energy.

Today is Earth Day and the universe is conspiring
to slow me down.

I am scheduled to go out of town for another week--
this week of Passover tomorrow morning.

I have not started to process all the good that happened
at the MEGA weekend.

I am not sure how much I can do before I leave.

It is raining now, a common occurrence for Earth Day in San Diego.

I have been toying with being in touch with my former Beloved.
Now I know why.

My body simply does not know how to process this much good.

It makes it easier to send some of the good to another person,
but I am my own Lover now.

I am noticing obstacles in my path wanting me to slow down.

My mechanic, of ten years or more, has retired.
I found that out this morning when I called to go in for a valve
adjustment before I left. I call him Don, my car psychiatrist.
I have not started to process that loss.

I would like to pay some bills, but the Quicken Program I use
is now outdated, and will not give me my balances.

I have not had time to empty the EG Mobile from my trip
of ten days. So I go there...

I am looking at things people wrote about me at the MEGA event.

It feels sacre-religious not to STOP to process this material.

Will I have time to work with this in LA?

It needs to be a focus.

I am scheduled to do two Seders up there Saturday and Sunday.
Sunday is a time to read one of The Seven Love Cures.

Then I have days off at Judy Levy's to write,
but I am not sure what kind of internet access.

I have use of my nieces place for Saturday night following Sarina's Seder.

I thought I would do some healing with my Father during the week,
but in the moment--every thing feels like an avoidance,
an avoidance of the good.

Look at this note I just found that was written at MEGA:

"Dearest Leslie,
I know you are the man who has these important and sacred
words to offer women. Leslie-You are the One--who helps bring Oneness."

Love,
Dr Chavanna King

...So now I am slowing down a bit...
I want to remember all the good things
I have done that got me to this place.
and now... there is a beam of sunlight coming in my window..
and then suddenly again...showers...

I am sure there is a rainbow if I look.

Your Enchanted Gardener,
Leslie



 

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