It is Saturday evening around 7:58 PM. I am using a computer at the Anaheim Convention Center. There is a great party tonight with three bands. I am starting to have breakthroughs. I realize I have been extremely angry, and feeling disempowered. I have not been able to earn money. All that is changing in the last two hours.

Date:   3/19/2005 10:17:26 PM ( 19 y ago)

There are some things I need to say.

My energy is starting to move.

I am aware I have been sitting on tons of anger
and it has been coming up inside me.

I start to earn money in the last couple hours.

It was really making me mad, to be in an environment
where millions of dollars are exchanging hands,
and I only made $65.00.

My motel alone is more than $250.00.

I am starting to get results asking people to call
into Tom Wootton at 760.749.5719.

For every person who calls him and says they heard about
the project to have the appropriate person buy it,
I get $6.00.

I am starting to raise money to support this Enchanted Garden
Project: Keeping the Dream Alive! This will involve doing
tours at the land, and the time it is taking, and going to take.
We will support sustaining the Jensen legacy, and the garden
on his former land.

I am just now getting clear on this.

TIme to go to a wine tasting network party.

I do not drink wine of late.

More later.

Money is starting to come in and this feels good.

I realize I lost my virility when the relationship with
xxx shifted in ways I can not fully express.

I am taking back my power now.

Your Enchanted Gardener

 

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