Powerful night time dream.
My father Rabbi Solomon Goldman
z”l was in the dream. I was in an Orthodox Jewish Setting. It may have been the Jewish New Year. My dad showed up to pray there. I saw some teen youth break out in a lively dance that was light years from the restrictive Judaism of my childhood. This was an Awakening for me. I felt sadness that I had restricted my love from this world.
The dream was an eye opener. Then i heard young boys from a distance. They were unruly and yelling. They hadn’t been schooled in some simple ethics of life. They wanted soft drinks. They were about to take some. I was able to share a wisdom teaching about asking for what you want, rather than taking. I got through to them.

An adult overheard me. He invited me to come to his high school classroom to share. This was powerfully felt, but I was still reticent just to say “Yes.”

The bulk of the dream was about cleaning things up and how much of a difference that made. I was disassembling a piece of electronic equipment, a little ol fashioned cassette player that was filled with crud from rain damage. Cara H. Cadwallader was in this part of the dream. There was some deep toxic overload that needed to be exorcised from the environment. Somehow, I knew my cleaning up and spending time straightening up one of the areas was instrumental in exorcising the toxic buildup in another area of a sacred gathering. I woke up and picked up a couple out of place things.

Spent hours last night combing through more photos for the
PastBook I want to make.

We are about nine days from
Our departure time for our NorCal trip.

The photos showed me images of intense Hematuria blood clots that I have produced over the years. I put these in a separate album. This was instructive.

I am having unusual lower back pain in the kidney area from a wrap I ate yesterday at PCOM out of hunger. It had ingredients I do not eat.

Today, I want to eat in a more orthodox way more suited to my nature.

I want to assemble this book again with added photos. This program makes it difficult to add photos via iPhone. They do not easily upload on the desktop. Assembly of a book is always a sacred experience for me.

I will see what results I can get without starting from scratch again.

I am thinking of renting a vehicle for the trip to ease the stress of the long distance drive. If I can raise the money, I would ship my 68 van to the The 9th Annual Heirloom Exposition in Santa Rosa California.

The van is an important part of my exhibit. It is a conversation starter. Hardly a day passes when I drive that we do not get positive reactions. I have difficulty maintaining order at home. The van makes order more manageable.

I saw numbers of completes I want to do that going through the chronology of images pointed out.

I want to consider deeply my health concerns now in prep and during the trip. If I rent a vehicle I would consider visiting some spots I want to see, but hesitate to drive there.

Last year, the van was totaled and then rebuilt. The expense was tremendous.

The.#heirloomExpo is a rigorous workout and burden on my kidneys.
Overdoing it can make me bleed.

The 68 van hurts my feet to sit in the passenger seat. I hope the rental vehicle makes the trip essier.
Got my fingers crossed.

My time now and during the trip is valuable. I want to make sure my time is valued. I want to experience more contributors.

Each year the trip has given me a fresh start on my life. It is initiatory, as was the dream.

I will travel through areas that were flooded and burned in recent years.
I long to feel deep nature again and pet farm animals.

I want my life, and how I have chosen to live, to continue to be valued by me and others.

Plant a Seed. Grow a Whole New World. One person can shift the timeline of our future.

God bless us all. Thanks for hearing me.

Journey to
The 9th Annual Heirloom Exposition in Santa Rosa California
September 10-11-12, 2019, Sonoma Fairgrounds.





We, Adrienne Prince, and I,
do the Opening Ceremony, 9:30 am, September 10, 2019.

July 25, 2019
7:18 am

 

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