Holy night apology

Date:   12/27/2017 10:32:33 AM ( 7 y ago)

Oh holy night apology-

I’m going to look this over later. It probably has a lot of typos. Going back to bed.

I started writing at 5:05 AM. I’ve been awake about 20 minutes. I woke up shocked and embarrassed with the feeling that I wanted to apologize,

In my dream, I’m walking up a hill in the most profound nature setting. I’m wearing white holy robe. Everyone else is in regular 21st Century Street clothes-

I am at some kind of a gathering. There are a number of hundred people behind me. I’m some kind of a forerunner of sorts-

It’s about 15 minutes before dark. In front of me at the gathering is another man who appears to be a holy man. I’m not sure he sees what’s behind him. There is an awesome panorama and he’s part of it-

I am profoundly touched by what I see.

This dream has caught me off guard. I’m profoundly elevated and touched by the panorama, so much so that I feel possessed to speak up. It did not dawn on me in that Moment that there was likely an agenda for some kind of program. It dawns on me later that the organizers may very well have spent a lot of time determining what to say and they probably had a game plan. Who was I to interfere.

There’s a part of me that wants to justify my actions and explain what I did
And what I saw.

I was so overcome by the profound natural beauty that I wanted everyone to experience it. The site was so grand and moving. The site was inherently healing just to view it.

By this time it was dark. I stood in front of the group. As if I had a calling- I was possessed by the moment. I wanted to say something. I wanted to call for a moment of unified silence. I asked people to turn out the lights, so we could all be together in what was now pitch dark. There was resistance.

I began to speak even though I could not get the cooperation I needed to make sure all the lights were out.

I wanted to tell everyone that if we all stood together in the pitch dark unable to see with the visible eye
Just took in the energy of this place, this profoundly natural place, we would all be entirely healed.

That was my simple and Succimt message.

Truly we were altogether in a holy night that was part of a holy day. But did we see where we truly were.

I left the mic- Mic? There really wasn’t any Mic! Nor did we need to Microphone.

I’m not sure what I said or attempted to say was Heard.

I don’t know if what I said Made an impression or i
what I wanted to say was clear.

The next couple speakers did seem to respond or react. There was some kind of water basin or hot tub in the front.

One man who may have been on the program to speak wanted to demonstrate that for the silence I was requesting all that had to be done with stick your head underneath the water. He did so. That is all you have to do to have silence and be in your own world, he said. The point I was making was a little different. I was requesting all of us who could speak loudly being together quietly and appreciating where we were.

Suddenly it dawned on me how much I had interfered. I had no right to do what I did, to interfere.

I felt somewhat embarrassed and the whole dream shocked.

What is thiS dream all about-

It may have something to do with my medical appointment in less than 10 days. I truly appreciate the finiteness and exactness the conventional technology now has to pinpoint what is physically wrong with us. But the march forward from what the-experts see to what they want to do about it, may very well interfere with my own natural approach to healing,

What is the purpose of life? Dr. Bernard Jensen, my health Mentor, would say, a life well lived is long enough.

I know I have a clear resistance to wanting to pursue surgery should it be shown that the mass that was growing in my right kidney has gotten larger in spite of all my natural treatments. I also know it’s their very declaration that has an influence on the growth of my mass itself-

I want to prove to myself that the natural ways still exist and work, I have hardly found the discipline to do all the things I want to do in my own behalf.

I have hardly yet found the courage to stand and face the holy mountain either by myself or hand-in-hand with others, there is already a technology of healing inherent in this place.

I need to experience it and stand up for it in spite of the potential consequences.

There is a steady progression toward an outcome. many of us are being guided there.

I’m not sure I want to go there, in fact I definitely don’t want to go there. I’m in gratitude for the test and I want to find the courage to follow my path.

As far as my dream goes, I want to apologize for interfering. May we each follow the path that serves us.

Leslie Goldman #YourEnchantedGardener #PlantYourDreamBlog

 

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