6 days later... still having difficulties. I'll get it eventually!

Date:   7/9/2014 12:25:34 PM ( 10 y ago)

6 Days of failure is really weighing on me. I haven't been binging like crazy and my calories have been nice and low, but I have learned something new! Everytime I "fall off the wagon" it is sugar or cheese. If sugar is my enemy then cheese is my kryptonite. I never realized it but I find a way to put cheese and sugar in my diet every day. I'm not beating myself up too bad though because negative thoughts promote negative actions. I'm getting nervous about running out of time though. When my kids go back to school I'm going to start juicing to be able to keep up with the constant motion. If I had been successful from the day I posted this I would be on day 6 already! *sigh* I'm going to keep trying, and if you are struggling too, just know you're not the only one. What I find curious is that when I did this for 5 days in May it was almost easy to start. The same process has not produced the same level of difficulty. The difference is my stress level with life in general. If the only thing I gain out of this is understanding that stress is my bingeing trigger than I still see that as a success! I'm going to keep working on it and try to post more for the like minded struggler. Some people make it sound easy... I guess it's just a matter of breaking that barrier.

 

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