Lighting a Candle

As I explained in the linked article, recent lessons involve slowing down and being responsible whether we want to or not, taking a more mature look at what we can and cannot hold on to. We had to “step up” in some way, taking a new look at our fears, limitations, and responsibilities so we can deliberately and purposefully move into a more fulfilling, more challenging Light/Life.

We’ve also had to get clear about what role we’re playing, not indulge in put-downs or being put down, or being taken for granted or being underestimated. We’ve been discovering a new approach to things while not getting distracted by momentary passing whatever, and taking a longer view, remembering that everything on Earth unfolds in stages.--Robert Wilkinson, Aquarian Papers http://www.aquariuspapers.com/astrology/2014/05/astrology-in-may-2014-aftershocks-of-the-great-fracturing-continue.html




8:32 am
May 19, 2014


Recognizing in the morning hours of enough quiet within myself
lying in bed that I have lost my center.
Without my purpose in place and function,
I get scared.

The purpose of the last numbers of months appears to be to
disassemble the being I knew.

This seems to be a function of the universe right now,
to ask many sensitive ones to respond to the energetic patterns
that have been called the great fracturing and the Cardinal Cross.

Robert Wilkinson, of Aquarian Papers Astrology, has been a guide through this
for me. I have not looked at his site for weeks.

I want to light a candle and make my bed now.

I have increasing symptoms of physical stress including
increasing gum pains, and kidneys in the low back that are registering my fears
with sensations of potential kidney stones.

I have felt improvement in the lung sensations and respiratory track that was
with me for months. I stopped coughing--until yesterday. Sunday night I met
with Nadine and K. K is still coughing. He has been coughing for months.
Nadine has also been sick.

To be part of a group, a person needs to have their self in place.

I was able to function to some extent in this group living environment
but fulfilling the role of being the person responsible to find housemates,
and attempt to bring balance to situations with others in this environment
has only taken me farther from feeling focused.

Many mornings I have felt like I was hitting my head against the wall.
I have been wavering between attempting to fix this situation, or move out,
move out even though I am the manager and co-owner of this place.

Light a Candle.
Light a Candle.

Made the Bed.

Do something with my capacity now to help myself.

See you soon, Leslie! Go do something to help yourself.

Thank you.

8:46 am
Many 29. 2014


CHECKING IN WITH ROBERT WILKINSON

FINISHING A SCANNING ELLEN JENSEN PAPERS

CLEAR A FEW THINGS TO CREATE SOME ORDER WHERE I AM

Turn on some music while you
straigthen, Leslie.


CHAKRA: MEDITATIONs & TONES

Dudley & Dean Evenson with Vocalist Beth Quist

I have been listening to this CD.
I especially focused on the Root Meditation. Beth's voice is quieting.
I am replaying this CD over and over.

I feel better.

Hearing reports from a couple people about room rental.

Kate would like to stay until June 9.
She likes it here.

I have one more response i am expecting.

I am scanning some photos.

 

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