4:57 pm
February 22, 2011

It is one of those moments when just finding
both of my two warm socks seems a blessing.
They were both on the line drying.
I brought in all the clothes.
One pair of pants is still damp.

The alfalfa I have been growing in the main pot
is not doing well.


There is one little spot where it seems to be growing
O.K., but a lot of it is fallen over and lacking life force.
I do not know why.

Maybe I do not know the growing conditions
for alfalfa.

Other dreams dying today.

One pretty big.
The Pacific Symposium the way I did it.
Thought for a moment I was being given a reprieve,
but no, just a little table in the downstairs hall.

I do not think I can do too much with that.
It feels sad.

I feel levels of persistent discomfort over
the strength I am showing now regarding
managing a difficult relationship at the house.
It is permeating other aspects of my life.

I did some little things today.
Got rid of two pieces of holdover clutter
that I one time were valuables.

Where does the line end with
the shift that I am going through,
where things once valued are now giveaways
or trash?

I want to rest now.

I am weary.

I Godsent call came through while I was out mailing
a couple letters.

It lifted my spirit.

Need to refocus on the needed housemate.

My 63 year old self wants to be O.K. doing a few things
and feeling O.K only doing a few things.
on this winter day


Where is Nancy Anderson?
She must be in elderhood now?

look her up.


5:05 pm

CHECKING IN ON AN OLD ALLY

Where is Nancy Anderson?
She must be in elderhood now?

http://www.rsintl.org/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=85&Itemid=341






 

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