Depressed about life by ren .....

negative nellie alert and one or two cusswords sprinkled in

Date:   5/26/2010 2:23:52 AM ( 14 y ago)

Nursing sucks. I like taking care of old people but all people seem to be interested in is pumping them full of drugs, making them DNRs and gossiping. Plus, the snackfoods are crapola and I confirm that the snacks at work are wrecking my life. Forget the cooked death food at work,even the fignewtons.

Maybe five ounces of wheatgrass juice made me a little too sensitive to the negativity at work. It was unreal today. I effing hated that place today for all the work I did. Felt like I got nothing done except push dangerous drugs that dont work to little old ladies.

Seroquel causes permanent tremors in elderly folks. I give it on a daily basis. I hate my life. I need sleep. I feel like trying to get out of long term care is quitting and not everyone can live in a rawfood paradise but I'm having issues with my stomach and it can't ALL be about eating bad carbs, acids,etc. Aren't fiboids and cancer and all the rest supposed to be about suppressing one's dreams and desires?

So tomorrow I'm dedicating myself to a 100% raw nursing shift even if the whole shift goes to shit.

 

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