9:30 AM
February 11, 2010


What Went Wrong????

A few months ago or less, I was riding on a cloud.
What went right?

What as I doing that was in sync with my destiny?
What was it, that was making me feel that there
was a new level of expressing and ground
that was being offered?

I started to live in that expression.

I was told from inside that if I wanted to
ground at that new level of expression
I had to get very active in THE GREAT EARTH CLEAN UP
in my own life.

I get to create Space--More Living Room--for the
new life that was attempting to get grounded.

That was where I started to get stuck.

I had difficulty releasing the old stuff.

At the same time, I had too many dreams going.

I could not keep working not and day endlessly
on STAYACTIV, my natural anti-inflammatory,
and relying on ORIGINAL QUINTON MARINE PLASMA,
and my other supplements to keep me going at that pace.

It was Winter setting in.

Most of us do not respect winter.

It is a time for contracting, not expanding.
IT is a downtime. FOr me it is a chance to not
only let go, but create Space for setting my
new GARDEN MANAGEMENT JOURNALS in order.

I am a Kabbalist by Nature.

I know and live that life begins from a SEED.
We can plant a Seed and Grow a Whole New World.

Most of us today are living off the seeds of other people's ideas.
We are living in bad dreams that have no basis in earth.

The technology of nature is supreme on the earth,
but we keep attempting to living by some other rules.

We are not under the influence of Saturn and other energies
that are having influence on our dreams and on my playbook.

THis is a t ime to be thorough.
This is a time to let go of what is not working.

The nightmare I have been living in for the last three days
concerns my living environment.

I am being asked to direct a movement toward a new expression
here, but there are steps that I need to do first.

I am feeling jammed up from having to do too much at once.

Every Seed Dream takes a mimimum of 1000 details to be seemless
from Top to Bottom.

The dream of the house where I am living in in biting me in the butt.

I have outpictured a community of lovely people who are waiting
for me to be a good director. Some of them need to be asked
to move to other places that would be more fitting to their desires.

Something else needs to happen here.

I need to create new rent structures.

I need to be responsible for what I have created.

The House wants attention.

My home wants attention.

If I want to go up to the CONSCIOUS LIFE EXPO,
I need to have a game plan for going there.
THat would Take time. Today is Thursday.

I can go, but it needs to be a gift for good work done
here today and tomorrow.

1. Take Photos of what I have to do in my space.

2. I need a new rent structure.
That is going to take hours.

3. I need to finish the finances for the month.
I can do that next week.

GET RID OF THINGS IN MY SPACE.
DO THAT FIRST.

Leslie, you have hours of work
ahead here.

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WEBSITE I NEED TO BUILD.

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expressions as this site.

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TAKING BACK THE GARDEN
ideas for the House
written before I feel down from
taking in feedback I had to process

http://curezone.org/blogs/fm.asp?i=1567904



 

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